Cutest Baby Ever

Well here it is! Tuesday afternoon Tanner and I headed down to our appointment. I'll admit that I didn't feel anything going in. I wasn't excited or nervous, I was just hoping that I could see the little jellybean/peanut on the screen. I had mixed feelings, a big part of me was hoping their were two babies in there (that way I could possibly call it a day and never suffer through pregnancy again). But the common sense part of me was hoping for just one.

Well in we went. When she stared moving the little ultrasound thing around on my stomach I still wasn't expecting to see or feel very much. Then there it was on the flat screen tv in front of me.... Total full on baby. no peanut. no jelly bean. I could see its whole body, face, legs, arms, hands and nose (and of course I told Tanner I hoped it has his nose.) By far the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. Suddenly my negative (very negative)attitude was gone. I didn't care how sick I had been. I didn't care that I can't drink my Mt. Dew. I didn't care that I have to take terrible pills every night. Everyone says you forget how hard pregnancy is after you have your baby. Well I forgot. I could do this ten more times.

It's beautiful. The most precious thing I've ever seen. The next day Tanner picked me up from work. I pulled out my phone and showed him that I had changed my background to our ultrasound. He then pulled out his phone and showed me the exact same thing. It's amazing how quick two people can change. We've been together for 6 years, married for 3 of them. The only time we every talked about having kids was when other people asked us about it. We just didn't ever think about having them. We said when we were 30 but that was more to get people off our backs about it. :) I don't think either of us had any real intentions of having them then. But here we are 28 and beyond excited. We'll find out what we're having sometime in January. I of course can't wait to find out, but more than that I just want to see it wiggling around inside me. Watching it react to everything I do. Amazing.